maanantai 24. tammikuuta 2011

I SIT HERE

THIS IS A PEACEFUL NIGHT. HOW DO I KNOW THAT THIS IS A PEACEFUL NIGHT. I SAY SO. I CAN FEEL IT. THIS IS MY POSITION. THIS IS MY LIFE. I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU. I AM LIVING MY LIFE. I AM SITTING HERE. CAN THIS SITTING BE A LIFE ? I DON'T ASK. I WRITE SOMETHING. WORDS DON'T ASK. WORDS ARE HERE. FROM WHERE DID I GOT ALL THESE WORDS. I AM DIFFERENT. I AM NORMAL. A MAN. ONE NIGHT. THIS SILENCE HERE. IS THIS LIFE ? I DON'T HAVE TO ASK. I WRITE. I AM HERE. WHAT PLACE IS THIS ? THIS IS MY ROOM. WHERE IS MY ROOM ? MY ROOM IS IN MY BODY. WHERE IS MY BODY ? IT IS WALKING AWAY FROM THIS TABLE. I DRINK COLD WATER. MY MOTHER GAVE THIS GLASS TO ME. WATER IS GOOD. I AM GOOD. I AM A GOOD MAN. CATHERINE TOLD TO ME THAT I AM A GOOD MAN. WHAT IS THIS ? I DON'T ASK. I WRITE. I DISCOVER THESE WORDS. I AM TIRED. I DON'T GO TO MY BED. I CAN'T SLEEP UNDER THESE WORDS. I SIMPLY LISTEN TO THESE WORDS. THAT'S ENOUGH.

2 kommenttia:

Anonyymi kirjoitti...

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL, STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS FLOWING WITHOUT
HINDRANCE. I LOVE YOU.

Carolina Livingston kirjoitti...

hello, spiritual friend.
i like your text. i like u give space to inspired and expired in the text, i like its simplicity, its deeply sense of calm and innocence.

AND I Ask u teach me about the monkey, i listened something about the drunk monkey figure of budhism.
Teach me, please, give it to me.